a long day

it has been a long day,although i only have like,2 hours of classes today. My Signals tutorial class this morning was cancelled and my 1st class was at 1pm! whee..to some : yay,more time to sleep! to me : lets finish as much work as possible. LOL

i am exhausted.drained from arguing with Kelv about a pointless issue. an issue that i dun think he should still be bringing up. =.=''' tired of worrying bout everything - quizzes,hmwk,commitments. tired of questioning myself each time i am about to make a decision. tired of keeping silent about some things,things that i wish i can just say without worrying bout the consequences. tired of feeling like i'm in the wrong. just plain tired. wish all of these would go away.

i know i shouldnt be thinking too much. thinking too much distracts me and as a result,affects my mood and my work productivity. therefore, i learn to let things go. i free myself from all the unnecessary burdens and whatever i dislike or negative thoughts that i have,i keep them at the back of my mind. the thing is,by putting all the negative and bad stuff into the Pandora Box, they tend to come back and haunt me,anytime,anywhere. its frustrating. its like i've forgotten about it and then it suddenly appears right in front of me and i am forced to deal with it again!

there are things that i need to accomplish tonight. therefore,here are my goals:
~ finish the necessary things for the meeting tomorrow in COIT
~ see Dr Lariyah tonight at 9pm
~ attempt E2 tutorial ques (a lot! T.T)
~ do Linear tutorial
~ study Thermo,understand the concepts,formulas and definitions (T.T)

and with that,its time to start work!

note to self : concentrate,focus!