As i walked in the night,
a bright star shone in the sky.
i havent seen one,
in such a long time.
Aeroplanes,
Such fantastic machines to me,
i dunno why,
but i just love seeing them in the sky.
sometimes they appear tiny,like a speck-
sometimes they appear large right above me.
oh,just how wonderful to see them,
see them fly above me.
The Past,
wat are you doin here?
why are you here?
i thought i have left you,
somewhere far far away,
in the back of my mind.
why do u come back?
i thought i have forgotten bout you,
but here you are!
It couldnt be,
It couldnt be real.
It must be my mind playing tricks on me,
like it usually does,
before i shut you away.
I need to calm down,
and shut you away,
seal it tight in the Box,
so that you wont appear
in front of me,
never,ever again.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
a long day
it has been a long day,although i only have like,2 hours of classes today. My Signals tutorial class this morning was cancelled and my 1st class was at 1pm! whee..to some : yay,more time to sleep! to me : lets finish as much work as possible. LOL
i am exhausted.drained from arguing with Kelv about a pointless issue. an issue that i dun think he should still be bringing up. =.=''' tired of worrying bout everything - quizzes,hmwk,commitments. tired of questioning myself each time i am about to make a decision. tired of keeping silent about some things,things that i wish i can just say without worrying bout the consequences. tired of feeling like i'm in the wrong. just plain tired. wish all of these would go away.
i know i shouldnt be thinking too much. thinking too much distracts me and as a result,affects my mood and my work productivity. therefore, i learn to let things go. i free myself from all the unnecessary burdens and whatever i dislike or negative thoughts that i have,i keep them at the back of my mind. the thing is,by putting all the negative and bad stuff into the Pandora Box, they tend to come back and haunt me,anytime,anywhere. its frustrating. its like i've forgotten about it and then it suddenly appears right in front of me and i am forced to deal with it again!
there are things that i need to accomplish tonight. therefore,here are my goals:
~ finish the necessary things for the meeting tomorrow in COIT
~ see Dr Lariyah tonight at 9pm
~ attempt E2 tutorial ques (a lot! T.T)
~ do Linear tutorial
~ study Thermo,understand the concepts,formulas and definitions (T.T)
and with that,its time to start work!
note to self : concentrate,focus!
i am exhausted.drained from arguing with Kelv about a pointless issue. an issue that i dun think he should still be bringing up. =.=''' tired of worrying bout everything - quizzes,hmwk,commitments. tired of questioning myself each time i am about to make a decision. tired of keeping silent about some things,things that i wish i can just say without worrying bout the consequences. tired of feeling like i'm in the wrong. just plain tired. wish all of these would go away.
i know i shouldnt be thinking too much. thinking too much distracts me and as a result,affects my mood and my work productivity. therefore, i learn to let things go. i free myself from all the unnecessary burdens and whatever i dislike or negative thoughts that i have,i keep them at the back of my mind. the thing is,by putting all the negative and bad stuff into the Pandora Box, they tend to come back and haunt me,anytime,anywhere. its frustrating. its like i've forgotten about it and then it suddenly appears right in front of me and i am forced to deal with it again!
there are things that i need to accomplish tonight. therefore,here are my goals:
~ finish the necessary things for the meeting tomorrow in COIT
~ see Dr Lariyah tonight at 9pm
~ attempt E2 tutorial ques (a lot! T.T)
~ do Linear tutorial
~ study Thermo,understand the concepts,formulas and definitions (T.T)
and with that,its time to start work!
note to self : concentrate,focus!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Interview with IET panel
today i had an interview with the IET panel for the accreditation for the E&E and Electrical Power Engineering Programs in UNITEN. a brief explaination bout this accreditation:
~ it is to help us students gain the Professional Engineer Status easily
~ UNITEN's standards are recognized overseas and students would be able to work/study in UK if they want to.
hence,my ex-Circuits 1-lecturer-and-Electronics-lab-instructor, Madam Tengku Juhana, chose me and William to go for this interview with seniors in the 3rd and 4th years and juniors in the 1st year.we were going to meet the IET panel from overseas.whee!! foreigners!haha...basically the interview is bout getting to know more about UNITEN - the faciities,the lecturers,the classes,projects etc etc - and also our feedbacks,as students. at the end of the interview,we were given key-chains as souvenirs.all the way from UK.nice nice! *grinning*
~ it is to help us students gain the Professional Engineer Status easily
~ UNITEN's standards are recognized overseas and students would be able to work/study in UK if they want to.
hence,my ex-Circuits 1-lecturer-and-Electronics-lab-instructor, Madam Tengku Juhana, chose me and William to go for this interview with seniors in the 3rd and 4th years and juniors in the 1st year.we were going to meet the IET panel from overseas.whee!! foreigners!haha...basically the interview is bout getting to know more about UNITEN - the faciities,the lecturers,the classes,projects etc etc - and also our feedbacks,as students. at the end of the interview,we were given key-chains as souvenirs.all the way from UK.nice nice! *grinning*
Why did i end up in UNITEN?
hmm...i was asked a random question by Kelv during lunch today : why did i end up in UNITEN?
wah...that certainly opened the Pandora Box in my mind.fyi,Pandora Box is a box which u keep all the things that u dowan 2 remember esp bitter memories at the back of your mind.so lets just say the box was opened and i suddenly remembered the incidents that led me to end up studying in UNITEN.
is it a blessing? hmm,i'm not sure. only God knows what plans He has for me.nope,not gonna repeat what i have told Kelv.certainly the Box being opened once is enough rather than opening it twice! i'm afraid if i start reliving the story again,i would get depressed and all those negative emotions coz certainly there are some things that i wish to forget.just forget and to live life at the present.to tell ya the truth,i actually forgot the reason why i ended up in UNITEN. i'm not joking.
Suddenly got a headache bcoz of a lot of things.now i'm all ok to start work.wheee! stay awaaakeee!!! ^^
wah...that certainly opened the Pandora Box in my mind.fyi,Pandora Box is a box which u keep all the things that u dowan 2 remember esp bitter memories at the back of your mind.so lets just say the box was opened and i suddenly remembered the incidents that led me to end up studying in UNITEN.
is it a blessing? hmm,i'm not sure. only God knows what plans He has for me.nope,not gonna repeat what i have told Kelv.certainly the Box being opened once is enough rather than opening it twice! i'm afraid if i start reliving the story again,i would get depressed and all those negative emotions coz certainly there are some things that i wish to forget.just forget and to live life at the present.to tell ya the truth,i actually forgot the reason why i ended up in UNITEN. i'm not joking.
Suddenly got a headache bcoz of a lot of things.now i'm all ok to start work.wheee! stay awaaakeee!!! ^^
Sunday, July 27, 2008
hot day
oh...i realised tat i did not have to deal with the confusing and god-knows-wat-they-mean HTML codes to configure my layout.it was that simple when i found out. thanks yuin! ^^
hot day makes me unable to concentrate on my work.for some reasons,my stomach has been calling out to me the whole day.it is never satisfied with the amount of food i gave it and still it wants more. T.T wats wrong with my body today?
i went jogging this morning with Yee Teng.never actually got out early in the morning to jog or to walk around.hence,i was surprised to feel the coldness and the freshness of air early in the morning.we actually talked more than we jogged! *ahem* we havent had time to talk for a long time,thus,it was a good opportunity to catch up on things.after reaching Murni,we were still yakking downstairs for God knows how long till we finally decided to stop and go back to our apartments.LOL..it was already 10 smth when i got back! oops...there were chores waiting for me.
hot day.hungry stomach.lazy to work. *roar*
hot day makes me unable to concentrate on my work.for some reasons,my stomach has been calling out to me the whole day.it is never satisfied with the amount of food i gave it and still it wants more. T.T wats wrong with my body today?
i went jogging this morning with Yee Teng.never actually got out early in the morning to jog or to walk around.hence,i was surprised to feel the coldness and the freshness of air early in the morning.we actually talked more than we jogged! *ahem* we havent had time to talk for a long time,thus,it was a good opportunity to catch up on things.after reaching Murni,we were still yakking downstairs for God knows how long till we finally decided to stop and go back to our apartments.LOL..it was already 10 smth when i got back! oops...there were chores waiting for me.
hot day.hungry stomach.lazy to work. *roar*
Saturday, July 26, 2008
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i am so not good with HTML codes.blah...hence,my layout is in such a mess..my head is feeling lazy to edit anymore.thus,this is a good opportunity to just let it be.hahahaha
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